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Hi,Sorry to bother you guys, but I've been putting off posting on here for months, even though I've wanted to. I was wondering if anyone would be kind enough to give me some advice. Several months ago a friend of mine was sent a link to this forum by her boyfriend as a joke. The post he sent was some details about how to have sex with a dog. My friend and her boyfriend thought it was amusing, and were slightly disgusted, so she passed it on to me thinking I would think the same. However, having read the post she showed me, I continued to read other posts on the board. The more I read, the more intrigued I became. I had never thought about zoophilia before, in fact, I didn't even know it existed. I had obviously head about people 'using' animals for sex, and had thought it wrong, but I now realise that I was disgusted by those acts because the animals were forced, not the idea of having sex with an animal. The more I read on the board, the more confused I became. A lot of the things people were saying made sense to me, and rather than reacting with amusement and disgust, as my friend had, the whole thing felt strangely right. I have always loved animals, even from being young. I used to want to be a vet until I realised I wasn't good enough at science at school to ever pursue that dream. The longer I spent reading people's stories on Beast Forum, the more I would think about animals in general. I have avoided posting on here for months, as I knew some of my friends knew about it. I was worried they would see my post and be disgusted that I have been thinking so much about animals in a non platonic way. I have fantasised about finding a loving canine partner, and the thoughts are beginning to scare me. Does anyone have any advice? Sorry to have rambled on for so long, I just didn't know what else to do.Fangdori
hi Fangdori... your questions are completely understandable from my perspective. This isn't an easy jump in behavior for many is not most. For some, it is and there is no denying it. For others, our upbringing creates barriers that are difficult to overcome. Like you, I have always felt that connection to animals... most kids do from early on. Like you, many wish they could be vets, myself included (as a child) but now as an adult, I realize that the connection has never waned. I still feel, sense that special bond... and over the past few years have begun to seek it. I also never realized this existed, and when I did was so disgusted.. but like you, I only thought of the act.. forcing an animal to do such disgusting things. At that tender age, some of the things adults 'did' among and with themselves also disgusted me only to find I now enjoy some of those 'unimaginable' acts. Initially, as I became more aware, the thought began to titillate me, adn still does. Progressively, I realize it's a lifestyle, an awareness and an acceptance of who I have always been. Sure, it's risky, it's "gross" for most who have not at least had the capacity to consider alternatives in an open minded manner. But once one does, he or she may realize it's not as far out as one would think. Thanks for sharing your thoughts and experiences, your doubts and insecurities.. it's only in doing so that you can honestlly examine what you are feeling, thinking, experiencing. I wish you well in your journey wherever it may lead you. Whatever you do, don't be afraid to search out your limits. It's only by doing so, that you can grow and expand. And if you don't like how you grow, you can retract.. but then you do so in a knowing way, from an experiential basis. And move on without a need to be judgemental of those who continue on. If on the other hand, you continue to grow in this, more power to you. Again, I wish you well along your journey. Best wishes, zorro
By the way, where in Scotland do you live, more or less.. if you don't mind saying? I am an American but was stationed at a military installation west of Glasgow many yrs ago, a small place called Dunoon. I loved the country, the people, the traditions and even the Hagis (not sure of the spelling, anymore). Acchhh.. away.. I can even still speak with a very rrrrrrespectable brrrrogue. Again... all the best to you. It's a journey, and I hope you find your way.
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Thank you for your thoughts, they made me feel a lot better. As for Scotland, I've been to Dunoon, and it's a beautiful part of the country. The Highlands are the nicest part of Scotland, but I live in East Fife, which is rather flat and dull. It's great for golfing, the Old Course in St Andrews is especially popular, but golf's not really my thing.Thanks again for your help,Fangdori
Fangdori,you sound like a very mature, articulate person who cares a great deal about animals. You have just discovered something about yourself which on the surface seems to be shocking. It will take you awhile, but i assure you, you will relax about the whole idea. First of all, you are not strange, or weird, or sick for feeling this way and having these thoughts. You are simply a person who has become aware of a part of sexuality which is not mainstream. There are many people out there who are zoos, and they are intelligent, articulate, loving, caring people. Many are vegetarian because their love for animals extends beyond the sexual. For most people here, loving animals is not about simply f*cking them. It is about loving them, in the fullest way, as some people choose to do with other people. You say you have read quite a few of the posts, so you probably know this by now. With regard to your thinking of animals more and more, that is only natural. We are sexual beings and we think sexually about what arouses us. For you, you are discovering that this is being with a dog (or whatever animal attracts you). Just relax and enjoy the fantasy.When you are ready think about how you maybe able to explore this in reality. If possible, start off with a dog you know, take up the option of looking after a friend's dog while they are away and get to know the dog a little better. If you are really game, advertise here to meet someone with a dog, you never know. You will find as time passes, that you will reach a point where you will not be able to go on without exploring this in real life. Then you will go out and do that, but until then, just enjoy your fantasies. If you like, you could even share a few with others here. But most of all, know that there is nothing wrong with you and that what you are experiencing is ok.chained girl
What Michelle says is very well put, difficult to improve on. Way to go, Michelle. I wishyou well in your journey, Fungdori. It's a new awareness. One thing that occured to me was that you really don't know if your friends who seemed to express to you some disgust, you don't reallly know if that disgust was a lack of awareness at the time or a cover for how they really feel, and they were trying to feel you out, in the same manner that you likely reacted with disgust when you read the post, beit feigned or real at the time. It's great that you looked further, kept an open mind, and were/are willing to look further even though you are in new and somewhat uncomfortable environs. Kudos to you. Again, I wish you well. As was said earlier, as long as you don't rush ahead before you are ready, just enjoy where you are. At some point, you will want to share some fantasies, possibly some experiences. I think we would all love to hear them, and watch you progress ...... if indeed that is what you do. And if not, well, I've already enjoyed your thoughts. Thank you!As for the Highlands, I agree with you. They are certainly beautiful. I've travelled much of Scotland and loved it, as well as the people. You are a lucky woman. All the best to you in your journey. Know you have friends who understand and care for you.
Ahh the beautiful highlands I'm listening to the bagpipes as I write this I want to say welcome and good luck in whatever you decide to do about your new awareness I have no doubt that you will come to love this place and never want to leave
Welcome... Please stick around for a while, continue to post. Feel free to ask more questions and don't ever feel bad about your desires. Variety is truly the spice of life. You can learn a lot here and decide what d to do or not to do at your own pace but please dont think you are a bad person, you are just a little more intouch than most. And by the way I would bet you a Hundred dollar bill that you know several zoo's or have at least one in your familly. I have been zoo all my life. I have a loving wife two great kids and make a great living. Just you normal average guy. Good luck to you and best wishesAlter
Thank you to everyone for offering your support and advice. I can see this is a good board to post on, as everyone seems really friendly. I've had bad experiences with fora before, so this is a welcome change.Thank you.
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