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Hello. Finally thought of something to put in here. Has discovering that you are a zoophile made you more aware of your being. Meaning how you think, your purpose, your ability to love, etc. For me personally I have never felt more in touch with my being then after I discovered zoophilia. I finally have a well defined purpose and objective to my life. I understand clearly my path and the direction that I will keep following. I am at peace with my self spiritually. I have priorities and ethics that I firmly believe in and most importantly I am happy. Zoophilia is wonderful.
Zoophlie, has not made me how I am today it was only fate to be who I am today And I am glad I have had the same fate as all other zoos as well
Becomeing a furry has made greater changes for me...I think different, act different and so on...Everybody should be a fur
Well becoming a zoo defenetifly changed my live. If for the good site or the bad still has to show...But atleast chnaged my view about the world, the people on it and many other things. I cant imagine being not a zoo anymore...And being a fur also opend another door for my mind. Though i still have to discover the depht of both...
Realizing what I am did not change how I acted, or thought. Though, it did give me a new perspective on personal life-styles.
I forgot to mention I am a furry as well.zoo/furry! Zoo and furry make a great combo! i swear!
Zoophilia definetly changed my life. Ever since I was about 6 years old i fantasied about Stallions. I just can't help it, it's always been a part of me. Each time i see a Stallion with his cock sticking out this surge comes through me! I love it. Horses are by far (in my opinion) the finest animals an the planet.
Do you not see what I see in hazel? (on the botton of my message.)Do you only see of one part of her body?Truly I say to you, it is not about how big of the member of the horse is but of the beautie of the shape and pure spirit within the horse which fasinate's me.
QUOTE (Spirit @ Feb 28 2004, 06:42 AM) Do you not see what I see in hazel? (on the botton of my message.)Do you only see of one part of her body?Truly I say to you, it is not about how big of the member of the horse is but of the beautie of the shape and pure spirit within the horse which fasinate's me. That was absolutely beautiful Spirit. Zoophilia, the love of animals goes way beyond sex or genitalia. Love is what comes first.
I don't know if being a zoo has changed my view of the world in general. But I've tried to be as open-minded as possible since I was a teen to people with different sexual lives, and being a member of a sexual minority has probably helped me with that. As a kid I was not so open-minded, but then I was following in Daddy's footsteps (he's not bad, his views are just a little traditional and conservative for my taste). I'm going to see an old friend this weekend who helped open my eyes to a more liberal, open view of the world when I was 16 or 17. I might tell her how much of a difference that's made in my life.That said, being a zoo is an integral part of my life. I wish I could share it with others around me, but so many in my family/circle (and even more so in my wife's family) are like my Dad. I love zoophilia, and I love my animals and the others that have come into my life.I'm coming to a better understanding of who I am, and I'm trying to integrate it. It's gonna be a long process, but an enlightening and exciting one. Eventually I want to map out how everyone/everything in my life is related, and their importance to me. My family, Judaism/Israel, and zoo (and maybe eventually furry) are at the top of the list.
My passion towards dogs has never changed my personal life except less girlfriends and other details. I am who I am and I've accepted that, my feelings for dogs didn't change me at all and I like that.
Love is biult on trust and bondageLove is more powerful then hatePeace and joy and happyness is what makes the world a better placeHatered is what keeps us devidied as nations and statesOne day there will be no nation but one to be all nations in one united and free.I belive with all my heart and soul that one day people will see we have to putt our differences away and accpect the person as he or her decides to be.
QUOTE (Legion @ Feb 28 2004, 03:45 AM) Becomeing a furry has made greater changes for me...I think different, act different and so on...Everybody should be a fur Same with me. I now have completly different attitudes, think of myself differently, even believe myself sometime to be a different person. Zoo I think is my attempt to fill in the love gap I have for none exsistant furrys. I feel so alone sometimes, cause even when I date girls they always end up leaving me in pain....
QUOTE (Spirit @ Feb 28 2004, 05:34 AM) I forgot to mention I am a furry as well.zoo/furry! Zoo and furry make a great combo! i swear! I'd agree only I sometimes feel strained cause it seem all furry is about to the noobs is Sex Sex and more Sex. Also some use furry as a excuse to get laid.
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To me when I fist accepted that I was a zoo It was a real weight off my shoulders. I finally understood my dirrection in life and why I wasn't all that attracted to humans. Plus It opened my mind to the point where i'm bisexual. animals or people
I was always gay but when i tryed dogs i just loved geting but fucked buy dogs
I've been into dogs for 28 years and totally love it. I got arrestted for it years ago, and had to see to doctors in the nuthouse and all the ones that try to make you normal. I am normal, I love my dog life style. It went on for over a year to where I saw a nice doctor that told me "whatever you do behind the closed doors of your own home or where ever you do it at is your own business" and he signed my out of seeing anymore doctors and him. So he might have been a zoo to the way he said what he said to me. Thats been a long time ago, and I've learned alot more by the internet and to trust a few of the fellow zoos I met on line. 4 of which I've met in person.
I think it's truly sad that some people would go through life thinking that sex is merly a man sticking his dick in a woman
I am who I am and it is this simple. I could only ever truely give my heart to an Equine, in bolth love & Sex for me they are but one entity love towards your mate is diferant to that love you give your friend and fammily,,and when I lost here most of me died with here and is still by her side to this day.She was my one true soul mate, lover, friend, companion, wife. We could not marry legaly but we were married in love, and no one can take that from us.Since I can remember I have only been atracted to Horses for who they are,, knowing it hasn't changed me, but excepting my self for who I am is what makes the diferance. Why should I live a lie because thoughs around me can't except love for what it is, truely blind to race, gender, and species.
I never even thought of myself as an animal lover because of the experiences i had, I just thought i was being kinky. I had no idea that there were so many people like me out there. I guess i dont feel so dirty for the feelings i have twards dogs any more, and hope to get to know more about this kind of stuff.
QUOTE (Silvermane @ Feb 29 2004, 05:28 PM) QUOTE (Spirit @ Feb 28 2004, 05:34 AM) I forgot to mention I am a furry as well.zoo/furry! Zoo and furry make a great combo! i swear! I'd agree only I sometimes feel strained cause it seem all furry is about to the noobs is Sex Sex and more Sex. Also some use furry as a excuse to get laid. Then there are those people that thinks "Furry is ZOO" which is totaly wrong for some and for others OK.Exuse to get laid? Could you explain.
I became Zoo at age 21. That was 1981. I thought I was a FREAK for having sex with my dog. But it was so intence. I loved having sex with dogs. But I always thought something was Wrong with me. Then the net came along and I found that there are others like me. I am at peace with myself now. People have been having loving, sexual relationships with animals forever i think. I imbrace my Zooness now. I feel normal. I love my dogs and they love me. That is a good thing.
Could someone please tell me what a furry is?
I've accepted and am quite satisfied as a zoo. It has made me more aware of what I say and how I support other minorities. It colors and influences my outlook and opinions in politics. The only point of sorrow is in the need to keep it secret and closeted. I still seek a woman who is compatible and will understand, accept or is zoo. 20 years of looking and no good match yet.Furry is for me just a good cover that approximates some aspects of my zoophile nature.What is Furry? Furry is technically appreciatiojn of and fandom for anthropomorphic characters (Taz, bugs Bunny, Thundercats, Lion King characters). Furverts have a more erotic bend to their interest. Fursuiters like to dress in furry costumes (these are the ones you saw in the "CSI: Las Vegas" episode "Fur and loathing". Some more defintions and explanations can be found in the book and website DeviantDesires (dot com).
For me it was a monumental discovery of myself, it explained a lot of things about my personal life, and showed me that things that I took for granted "when proper time/person/situation come " weren't so, and things that I never knew I had in me were there all the time, Zoo has made me a completer person (dog?).Don't you just hate when you are ready in the lake, your faithfull retriever dog by your side and the darned flock of ducks comes in?
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I think I ran the gamut of emotions. Growing up the butt of my peers didn't help in my overall outlook of people. When I first started experimenting with dogs, I couldn't help but feel that I was doing something "odd." After a while, I made myself quit, but the seed was planted.I tried a "normal" man/woman relationship. After a mere year and a half, it was in shambles, and we parted ways. Once again, I was alone and lonely. Some of the old zoo feelings again resurfaced, but I supressed them - for a while. Then I brought home my male GSD. He was a beautiful 8 month old, and very well hung. Of course, the shelter wanted him cut, but at this stage, I wasn't willing. I found a vet that would do vasectomies instead of castration, so that I could satisfy the shelter, and still keep him intact - using his disposition as a reason. It wasn't long, and we were testing the waters again. I gave in to my curiosities, and coaxed him into mounting. I was in heaven, feeling him pleasuring himself in me. He delighted in mounting so much so, that his eyes would dance when I would get ready for another one of our evening romps. He also loved a good oral job, and would quite often shower me with precum.Again though, I couldn't help but think that what I was doing was not quite right. Slowly, we backed off of the activity, but never actually quit. I also met an older bi neighbour at the time, and tested the waters of a gay relationship. Ours was rather unique, being almost strictly oral when it came to sex. During this time, another neighbour who had no business being responsible for kids, let his little terrors run amok around the 'hood. One of his little monsters got to teasing my dogs, to the point where my GSD literally went crazy, and I was forced to put him down, as he would be OK one minute, and an unprovoked ball of fury the next. I later ended up moving, and his health took a turn for the worse as he was a diabetic. We lost touch, and again, was back to being alone.I've done alot more deep thinking on who I was. I would keep looking for zoo porn, to feed that deep down burning desire. I've finally accepted who I am, although now I don't have a willing "partner," despite my boy being intact. Oh well, I love him anyway, and coudn't dare to part with him. Finding Beastforum has been great, as now there is an avenue to talk with people who share the same interest.
Not really that much. i think when i discovered my theriantrophy (real life werewolves, or other werecreatures) started my life exploration. I had always been insanely interested in animal behaviour, especially that pertaining to felines and canines. Of course I always questioned whether zoophilia is a good thing, natural etc, but as I slowly explored my own animal sides, and my relationship to animals in general (and gained a cougar boyfriend named Colin) that full blown zoophilia became a natural evolution for me. I had always fantasied or dreamed about it, but more often I am either not quite human, or the exact species as in my dreams. My first wolf related dream was me as a female wolf in her first heat, dispersing from the pack and looking for a mate. I have now found a local fur group that I am part of. There are a couple zoos and plushies in the group, but as far as open discussion, the act of zoo is still pretty much frowned upon in the furrie community. Although among weres, even those in the furrie community, it seems that zoo relationships as animals with other weres in their wereside form (not natural animals) is a great if not one the deepest desire among them. Then again, full blown transformation is also one of the greatest interests among weres in genereal. (Physical shifting, as it is called, being able to transform into your wereside, not an anthro version of it as among furrie fans, is the most controversial subject in the were community. There are those believing it is possible, and thouse that don't, and it can be the start of many flame wars. Other forms of shifting, such as mental shifts, are accepted as possible, to flat out common.)Sorry to confuse you guys.
Of course it has!The one thing that surely changed when I'd discovered my zoophilia, was that my life has gained some certain sence, it hasn't been so... normal anymore. If I hadn't realized who I am, I would've had so normal goals in my life - to find sexy (as long as young) wife, to buy a house, to have one or two children, yadda yadda yadda. I would've been to do everything that everyone else everywhere does. But now, I know I have to fight with (almost) entire world for my right to love and be loved, and that it is worth fighting for. I am aware that I have to be strong, resistant to insults and accusations heard everywhere (damned perverts, they rape poor animals!), and able to love someone hiding it all the time. I know if I ever have the mare to be in deep love with (good God please make it happen!) this love will not be so easy n' simple as love between my friend and his girl, it will be difficult and requiring sacrifice (how many zoos have easy life with their darlings?) But, you know... such a life, when you know you will have to work hard to be happy, seems to be really more worth itself! And this is what really makes me happy to be a zoophile!
I don't think it really changed me in any drastic way, but rather was another part of my life which helped shape me into the person I am today. Growing up on a ranch I always had a special fondness for animals. I love all God's creatures. When things eventually became physical, it seemed almost a natural extension - the next phase of my life. Yes the act itself was a bit overwhelming and did change things in that respect but my overall feelings did not. I was glad that I could share my love openly and fully with my pet. I am bi by nature (I guess now I should say tri ? ) which my parents only found out when I was in my late teens and have been able to accept that. Tri? I don't think they would understand and this is the only part of my life I do feel a bit ashamed about. That I can't openly give my feelings to the world and have people accept me for who I am.I guess that type of unconditional love and acceptance is limited to our animal partners.Huggles
Discovering that I am a zoo was quite horrible experience. I live in a society that hates sexually minor [SPAM] such as people with fetish so I was teached that only normal male and female ,straight love was the acceptable one. Everything else was illegal. And it didn't help me single bit that my parents and step father thought that zoo people are sick animal abusers.So after the society problems I noticed that if I keep low profile about it it was one of the most fantastic thing that has ever happened to me. I love animals and dogs especially. I have allways had a dog.And now the thing that I have deeper relationship with my dog than I have ever dreamed about I see the surrounding world much nicer. I think that I don't need anyone except some friends and my dog(girlfriend). I live with her ,sleep with her ,go camping with her....life is great.And being a zoo has given me a new look towards diffrent sexual minor [SPAM]. I see them as people that like diffrent than "normal" stuff and I can live with it if no one is violated against hes /her will.So the only change has been that I have animal "girlfriend"...nothing else.
K9Sextoy4u2:for what I understadn, a Furry is a person that feels he/she should have animal traits, (actually a lot of avatars arround here are furrys I think), it's a kind of fusion between a human and an animal.
I rejected my humanity long ago, and i was lost because i really hated humans and to this day even though i carry the stinking carcass of human physiology i deny humanity and think of them as not of me. then zoophilia was realised. and then to my bewilderment, furry. so yes i am a zoofurry, and absolute caniphile. i loves the doggies, just not all in that way ^.^
I use to be very withdrawn about sex. I would do straight sex & oral with my husband but anything else was out. After my divorce I had another quick bad relationship & I ended up one night with a male friend who got me very very drunk. Long story but it ended up with him having his dog mount me. The following day apart from being very hungover I had a feeling of disgust with myself, but, I realised that I had enjoyed it. The upshot was that I spoke to my friend & he persuaded me that I needed to let his dog mount me again to understand my true feelings. Yes I did enjoy it, but I have since discovered that I needed a complete change in my life. I found that I enjoyed being submissive and being watched while being mated. I have since become very submissive in my lifestyle and enjoy sex in a way I never did before. I can't explain it but being submissive to a dog has a strange effect on me. My own dog actually decides when he will mate with me and I just let him. Some very close friends will also have their own dogs mate with me when they want to. I found this lifestyle late in life and I now feel better in myself. Like I said earlier I just cannot explain why I feel this way but all I know is that I am happier in myself than ever before.
Hm, interesting question. Actually my zoophilia is more like a side-effect of my anthrophilia. Most of the furries I create in my stories have certain character feats that I find attractive in people. Kindness, modesty, gentleness, ferality, playfulness.Of course this changed me, because I try to be more like them, integrating these feats into my character.
QUOTE (Spirit @ Feb 28 2004, 06:42 AM) Do you not see what I see in hazel? (on the botton of my message.)Do you only see of one part of her body?Truly I say to you, it is not about how big of the member of the horse is but of the beautie of the shape and pure spirit within the horse which fasinate's me. this response is really late, but i totally agree. zoophilia is definitely more than just sex. its everything human love is, if not more. my love for my horses comes from my heart and soul, not my reproductive system to answer the question, zoophilia has made me more of an outgoing and happy person. i had a rough start on life, and used to hate everything because of it. i found my intrest in horses while working on a farm one summer, and since then i have been absolutely in love with them. im now working to get my degree in vetrinary medicine! i can safely say that zoophilia gave me a purpose and a new start on life. i dont know where i would be today if i had not found it.
i dont think it changed who i was but it was like when i admited i was gay... it freed me up inside. Being able to say to myself "this is who i am and thats okay" is one of the most important things there is! i denied my urges and desires for a while because they were so "freakish."when i finally let that thought go, life just fell into place. gNYC
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Zoophilia isn't a huge thing for everyone. For some people it simply means they have more than one species they can take as a lover. For others, being a zoo/furry/homosexual/bisexual forces you to re-evaluate the way you see the world.I fall in the second catagory.I grew up in North Carolina, in a small town. In the dreaded bible belt of small, ultra-conservative minds and smaller tolerance for new ideas. (mind you I have nothing against religion, it's just how it's misused and misunderstood around here) for 20 years of my life i tried to play the game, to be the little drone of society. Don't stand out, don't be different, just fit in and everything will be perfect.So my life sucked. I was denying who I am three ways. If I hadn't changed I swear to you all I would have lost my mind by now.Then i wandered into a beastiality chatroom on an IRC network. I talked to real zoos, learned, and my prespective changed. Slowly I realized I was a zoo... and that it wasn't the horrible thing that people had said it was. I stopped hating myself and started beginning to really understand who I am.I told my family that I'm bisexual two years ago. They are fine with it, and I'm thankful for that. They don't know I'm a furry or a zoo, I doubt they'll understand. I've rambled some in all that, so let me get to the point. Learning what zoophlia really is let me stop denying who I am and be myself. That same series of self discoverys let me come to terms with my bisexuality and my furry self. I am a better person for it. I know who I am and I'm proud of it, and that's one of the keys to life, knowing who you areI'm stopping now but if you have a desire to hear more of my rambling, let me know
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Of course it has changed me, as every new thing learned changes someone' personality.Floredellis56 described almost exactly how I changed, too :QUOTE I found that I enjoyed being submissive and being watched while being mated. I have since become very submissive in my lifestyle and enjoy sex in a way I never did before. I can't explain it but being submissive to a dog has a strange effect on me. My own dog actually decides when he will mate with me and I just let him. Some very close friends will also have their own dogs mate with me when they want to.Well, I don't have a a dog yet, but I...menage, somehow. And I'm submisive only to dogs and their owners, but otherwise..that's exactly how I've changed.
Hi all. I have just discovered this site to my suprise. I know I am not alone now. Thank you all! My first time was when I was 11 years old. My first sex was with my female dog who I did love. I have had human relationships but they all fall apart. I do not think I will ever bother with a human lover again. they just are not fulfilling to me. It is love with conditions. To me that is not love. I am 46 now and I am who I am. But now I know that I am not alone and it feels great Sometimes I do look at the world and think about all the havoc brought on by humans. At times I am ashamed to be one. Perhaps God gave us animals as an example to the secret of happiness , I could not imagine a world without them. They are all so beautiful in their own ways. In my opinion the most beautiful and sexy of them all is the horse. I love their attitudes and awesome personalities, and I am proud to recieve and give unconditional love with them. I am a member of their herd, and that is where I belong.
I must agree with Legion:[ Becomeing a furry has made greater changes for me...I think different, act different and so on...]with a twist. for me it was putting a name to how i though.
Hi Fellow Zoos,I am 53, and I have been a zoo all my life. Horses and Dogs, but I am very attracted to cows, goats and deer. Finding out about other zoos when I got on the net 7 years ago, has made me aware of a huge world out there, full of people in all walks of life just like me, all with similar feelings and desires that I have. I was able to take part in the Andrea Beetz Study, and feel very proud to be part of such a project. It does come with some sadness, though, and that is to now try to live in a world that is not accepting us as I thought when I outted to my family and friends. I am far more in touch with my inner feelings of complete zoosexuality, and I was able to experience true love emotionally and physically for the first time in my life a few years back with my mate Shadow.... ( Arab Mare) I loved her with all my soul and sadly lost her over 4 years ago. Every day, a good portion of it is spent thinking about horses, looking at them, as I am out on the road with my work. Thinking of them as I work in my shop with the Horse pictures around, and bridles and tack in my bedroom, and finally in bed, In private, wearing a favorite Bridle, putting some horse urine on my chest to smell like a horse, and dreaming of horses. I have always been this way, but seem to enjoy it far more than I did. I understand my zoosexuality now, and it has a much deeper meaning to me. I do think we all have to be ourselves, in life, even if it has to be in private for the most part. That is what realizing you are a born zoo really is. We cant pretend it does not exist. It is part of us in every cell of our body. I am deeply hurt that we are treated like criminals, in the eyes of the law, and hope someday, that things will change, at least make our orientation not a criminal issue. There are too many of us..... we cant be ignored forever.Baybeau
I just read through this thread and was left feeling very impressed by the sincerity, honesty and compassion I found. Beast Forum is a terrific sanctuary for those of us with a mind for the different and adventurous. I've always admired good people who 'walk' a little differently. And now I know they're good company and why.I've only been recently reviving fascinations I had long ago. It does feel good to return to that place and realize it's actually pretty cool, though I could never have admitted it way back. Here in the company of other thoughtful and lusty appreciators I feel cozy and inspired. Thanks to all who added to this thread.Be well,peter3
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Very good question For me I feel I have always been zoo, cannot remember a time where I was not attracted to the love animals share with us. Sex is the ultimate sharing in a relationship them that contains 0% hate and 100% love from my standpoint. This has not been tru with any relationship "with people" that I've had, including my 10yrs of marrage . When I get home from work "everyday" without fail my pets show me they missed me and love on ya, mabie its a higher, pure form of love that keeps our spirits high and in touch with nature
good point Natureboy. There is nothing better on earth after a day of toil than to come home to a most energetic and sincere welcome! It truly is love.
i knew i was a zoophiliac after i had a certain dream with scooby doo (no idea how this came about) but in my mind i thougt it was wrong... i tried relationships with girls... nevr got into it. tried a relationship with a guy... a little better, but still not what i was looking for. when i was with these people, i would cheat ont hem with my dog. i knew it was a terrible thing to cheat but my desire for animals is unbreakable. i dumped these people and decided to accept that i was a zoo and there is no one out there that can change my sexual preference. i am now very proud of who i am and if people can't accept who i am, well they can go themselves. i told some friends that i am a zoo very recently and they very totally okay with it. knowing that they are okay with it made my foundation for who i really am as strong as it can be.i am a zoophiliac and very proud of it i will continue to follow this path to the day i day with a dog by my side.
I think it's like all things that initially begin as a conflict inside, once the window is opened and you say to yourself, yes this is a part of who I am (not what I am); after that first deep breath I felt the exhale was very good for my soul.I had been dating women who in no way had this gene and subsequently I drove myself to "cross-town meetings" with women who did...so there was no love, and no real loving experience just the visual--not proud of that-and it was very bad for my karma.Admitting to someone I cared about that I had this gene and finding she did as well has opened up depths we did not know were there, everything is so much easier to do and talk about. K9 is a large piece of that part of our lives and really helps us enjoy the other things chilling together offers.
I guess for me it has been a struggle and a challange. I have denied my zoo side for years. And I have been very miserable. It takes maturity to just accept some things about ourselves. I still struggle with feeling like a sick pervert all the time. So I am still in a learning phase. I am terrified to be with a woman do to prior circumstances. I tried to be gay but that just wasnt for me. When I experimented with zoo in my younger days it just felt right.
Discovering zoophilia allowed me to realize that I could share even more of my love to my female k-9's. After discovering this I also realized that I no longer posess any sexual desire for human females.This is a nice thing for me because a k-9 will always be there for you and I no longer ever have to worry about the fear of rejection from a woman.The only thing I have to fear now it getting caught.
Has discovering Zoophilia made me more aware? Well, it probably has changed in some ways on how I live my life....no, not probably, it has! But first, if I had to say when I was Zoo-aware? I can not remember a time when I was not, and was probably like this quite some time before I even knew what a Zoo was. And until recently, I never knew or even heard about anyone else who was one.Well that surely has changed when I finally found this forum. Reading all these messages here showed me that I was not alone and the only one that feels this way about the special relationship I have with my own mare. You know in one way, I like to think the love and complete trust that Muffin has given to me over the years has made me a better person for it...that might sound silly to someone on the "outside", but I really beleive this to be true and I'm sure that many members here understand exactly what I am talking about.
QUOTE (Kitsuinari @ Jun 20 2005, 09:13 AM) I rejected my humanity long ago, and i was lost because i really hated humans and to this day even though i carry the stinking carcass of human physiology i deny humanity and think of them as not of me. then zoophilia was realised. and then to my bewilderment, furry. so yes i am a zoofurry, and absolute caniphile. i loves the doggies, just not all in that way ^.^ i agree that humans suck and i feel that i'm not apart or want to be apart of them but untill i die i'll have to suffer but i have been looking at them in a whole new light so i guess ihave been affected by finding my zoo ways and knowing that there alot more people out there also helps too
I think I have always had a affinity for animals. I thinks that the true turn around can in comming online and finding out there was a term for it and others like me.
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All my life I've been fund of animals.I have a certain connection with them.A oneness.This awarenes was even more evident when I entered the horse world when I was 15.I had already unexplainable deep feelings and later on (when I was 14 or so) they became sexual feelings.I had no clue what was going on and why I had them.Then, I did some research because I freaked my parents out as they gave me congrats and hoohaa's as I mentioned that I wasn't a virgin anymore.Then I mentioned carefully that this "girl" wasn't human.Ouchie!So... there it was... a zoo noticing he wasn't alone and this world was existing out there with people who have a certain deep affection for animals.However people... may I note here that I just became a member of this board.I am 23 now.This is because at that time, strangely enough, the zoo people didn't make me feel at home.Hah... perhaps I just got in contact with the wrong ones too I guess.Gave me a wrong picture about them.But the essay's and research material made me much and much more aware.Spiritualy though... it still didn't make any sense.I never joined the zoo scene in any way, I wasn't interested, it didn't click or make me find myself there.I was still wondering, why the heck I had those strong deep feelings for horses.Other animals too, but mainly for horses.And I went there, and there, talked with this person, talked to that person.But it became clearly evident I had to go back inside myself a lot more then just this life.Nobody and nothing could explain it for me.So... the zoo world gave me slightly more awareness.But what really turned my world upside down and gave me some answers, was reincarnation therapy.And I know some zoo's must be laughing, but it truely turned out I was a horse in my previous life.Not pretty story either...I also had multiple sessions, with multiple persons who didn't know about me.They all saw the same, and each one of them with their ability took me back and recovered puzzle parts of the story and what the heck happened.It seems that a lot of horse because of the way I died, is now inside of me.So I am human outside, and part horsey inside.I hear alot about fur's around here.Is there also a hybrid section as I truely am one! There is also a lot of wolf in me!So I also do feel fur-like!Seems to be my Sjamanistic power animal and has been with me always!For those interested I can translate the story of what happened in my previous life, arpox. 200 years ago, in Colorado.(Perhaps I can start a new thread on spiritual awareness of zoo's... since animals are highly developed when it comes to awareness and spirituality... we humans are so behind with that... generally speaking that is! )
I was a zoophile from the start, but I didn't know a term for it, and I thought I was the only one in the world, until I stumbled upon the newsgroup Alt.Sex.Bestiality in 1996 and starting posting there. For those who do not know: Despite its name, Alt.Sex.Bestiality functioned as a good source for dialogue, conversation, information and getting to know friends, just like this message board works now. Alt.Sex.Bestiality "died" in early 1997, but it certainly did a huge change for me and my life. I now knew that I wasn't alone, and I made a lot of good RL friends. I was often depressed before, and since 1996, I've mostly been happy. I didn't think I was "sick" or "wrong" before, I just thought I was alone. And finding that I am not alone, made a huge difference for me.I am happy I just found this forum here, because I've been longing for something like this since 1997!One question I wish to ask though. There were a few people in this thread mentioning that becoming "furry" made a greater change to them, than being a zoo. I am wondering about this, because I do not see myself as a furry, even though I can enjoy some aspects of furry roleplaying, etc. Several of my RL friends have become furries in the past couple of years, and I have actually not quite figured out why. So, some ideas on this would be more than helpful.In what way did becoming furry make a change for you?
QUOTE (Svansfall @ Dec 23 2005, 11:24 PM) In what way did becoming furry make a change for you? To me, being a zoo means you can interact with and love animals as you can people. Being a furry means that a significant part of me IS that animal. I think and act like a cat in many ways. It's how I see and process the world. I consider myself 50% panther, 25% wolf, and 25% human. Yes, I'm human in body. I'm talking about my spirit, my soul, and my mind.Zoos and furs have a lot in common, and in both cases there are the ones that are serious and the ones that aren't. We all know that some people are zoos just cause it's kinky and fun, and the same is for furries. It's the folks like you guys that make the serious posts, that make people feel included. It was a group of zoos that helped me understand who I am, as a zoo and as a fur. So thank you everyone for being able to take such serious topics.... seriously.If anyone has any questions for me about being a fur, feel free to ask me.
QUOTE Being a furry means that a significant part of me IS that animal.Ahh, okay. Thanks.I guess it is all down to each individual definition and interpretation of the word, just like it often tends to be. It's funny, I've never considered myself to be 'furry' by my own definition, and I still don't. I used to be a therioanthrope, though, which is another of those words that mean that you are an animal in human form. Between the 1980's and up until 1996, I was totally convinced that I a wolf in spirit, and I guess I was, and maybe still is. I used to be on Alt.Horror.WereWolves, which was a newsgroup for therioanthropes of all kinds. Between 1996 and 2000, I gradually had a very smooth transition, in which I felt an inner wolf, and an inner bovine inside myself. Since 2000, I have felt very much like a bovine, and I feel such happiness and kinship when I am in the company of cows. I cannot feel a wolf inside me at all.I really don't know what to make of these feelings though, anymore. There are a number of possibilities. I know I have wanted to be a non-human animal, so maybe that is the reason. That I have wanted so strongly to be something else, so I have imagined that I really am. Or it could also be that I do consist of several spiritual animals, and that I just had a slow shift from one of my main spirit-animals, to the other.I must admit I don't think very much about this anymore. I just... enjoy the happiness I feel when I am among cows, without analyzing the emotions.But I know my personality is much like them. We're compatible in spirit and personality.Still, I don't feel like I am 'furry'. My zoo friends who have become furries in later years, often invite over other furries, and they always end up having sex and such. I must admit I just don't feel comfortable with this. I am not judging them, but I just personally don't feel comfortable with people who just go visit anyone to have sex.I guess it's because I am more the romantic type of person, who won't have intercourse without a long-term relationship, and probably also because the concept of humans having sex with each other is scary to me, to start with.To each their own, I guess. Thanks, Queldonus, for your well-written post.
I think being zoo has changed the course of my life. Discovering the thoughts and morality of other zoos and beasties has dramatically changed the way I think. For me, not only is it good to be zoo, but it's good that other people are zoo.
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This has been a fun read, though I've only skimmed it and not read every line of it.I've been zoo-active as opportunity permitted since the age of 8 or so. I "discovered zoophilia" in the sense of discovering the online zoo community in '96. I am one of the many people who thought they were "the only one to do that" until they learned otherwise. *waves to all*These days I have very little to work with. In the past I've enjoyed many flings with many dogs, and many longer-term relationships among some local herds.Sign of the times, that area is a BIOSECURE AREA now.
Becoming a zoo has made me more aware of the reason why I dislike having relationships with people, not that I ever got the chance too though; every attempt ends with failure so I just gave up trying to find someone to share my emotions with. All I wanted is for someone to love me back as much as I love them and I figured that would never happen with another human. I love and respect the wolf and k9 species more than I do my own. I love nearly all animals, it's just that I only feel comfortable loving the k9 in "that" way. I also discovered I wish to be less human/more animal in appearance.
Glad you've made it this far then.I personally still struggle with it everyday.And that's not persee society doesn't agree with it.It's just hard to accept.Don't know why.Wish I just could feel whole of who and what I am.But the Horse in me is continuesly in battle with me (and my human self).Sometimes, when I have a dip about it, I really and honestly see it as a curse.A big...Curse.
QUOTE (Darkwolf_1982 @ Jan 17 2006, 12:09 AM) Sometimes, when I have a dip about it, I really and honestly see it as a curse.A big...Curse. But it's not a curse, it's a wonderful thing to have the understanding of ourselves that we do and be able to talk abou t it. If the general populace understood what zoophilia really is, they wouldn't care if people were zoos or not. Right now all they see is what the fanatics scream at them.Never let other people's intolerance make you feel like there's something wrong with you. If any of you ever want a shoulder to lean on, or cry on, feel free to drop me a message.
not really...........I have always been a little different according to the main stream
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