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A few days ago I was sat round a table with friends with a few drinks going and having a good laugh. The subject came up form my friends girl friend that she had seen a video of a girl and a dog on someone's phone at her work.Everyone started laughing and joking about the subject and generally seemed freaked out by the whole idea of a human having sex with an animal of any kind.Suddenly I felt like I was burning up!!! I felt like I was blushing and that they all knew about me and my little fantasy! It was the worst experience of my life. I wanted to just get up and walk out but felt like I would look guilty if I did!Has anyone else experienced this before?? It made me feel like an outcast and a weirdo!Thank god for this forum, you have a lot of members here so I'm not alone. But I was round that table!!!
lol sounds so cliche in a sense. I wouldnt worry about it ,If yoits all how you act. If you react to noticeably then you could be in trouble or may rise suspicions. Im not going to lie, the topic has come up with someone my friends even if i start it some times, i do feel like i kinda tense up and some times i worry that ppl notice, it does kinda make me feel wierd but i dont worry too much about it only because i know were just joking. but in a way it does give you kinda of an idea of how open they are to the subject, who knows maybe you werent feeling alon in that room
Well, I have never had any relationships with humans ever, which some people that I am around find strange. One day, the subject of my reason for avoiding relationships was brought up. I really hate to talk about it as I am not a good lier at all. These people I was around theorized that maybe I was not into girls, suggesting that I was . This I could easily turn down as the thought of me with another guy, no offense to anybody, kind of disgusts me. After I was clear about that, they then considered that maybe I wasn't into humans altogether, and pointed out my mare as a reference. I just laughed, keeping the spirit of the humor that was perceived by these people. I really hope they don't suspect anything. Maybe I should get a girlfriend to help hide my duel life.
QUOTE (rasply @ Jun 16 2009, 03:30 AM) These people I was around theorized that maybe I was not into girls, suggesting that I was . Just recently this week a guy came into town a good friend of mine whos in the marines, he has a thing for me, as im slowly thinking about becoming zoo exclusive, i didnt know how to tell him i wasnt interested in him or anyone else and he too seem to come up with the same assumtion about me shows how "smart" ppl can be
"i dont worry too much about it only because i know were just joking"there joking.....but your not Thats what I mean though about feeling tense all of a sudden. I'm not really that worried about it, its not like the subject comes up all that often between my friends!! It just felt very wierd. Like they all knew! Strange feeling!"Maybe I should get a girlfriend to help hide my duel life"Haha, I dont think your future girlfriend would appreciate that!!I have a friend that always gets abit of banter for never having a girlfriend. We went through thinking he was maybe attracted to men but didn't know how to tell people. He's a decent looking guy and good to be around so I dont really know the reason behind it but im sure he has his reasons. I'm sure that any of his friends or family dont think for a second that he's involved wtih his pet dog! I dont think that you have anything to worry about. If your friends joke about you mare, its probably just that.....a joke.
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QUOTE (Horndawgs110503 @ Jun 16 2009, 03:33 AM) QUOTE (rasply @ Jun 16 2009, 03:30 AM) These people I was around theorized that maybe I was not into girls, suggesting that I was . Just recently this week a guy came into town a good friend of mine whos in the marines, he has a thing for me, as im slowly thinking about becoming zoo exclusive, i didnt know how to tell him i wasnt interested in him or anyone else and he too seem to come up with the same assumtion about me shows how "smart" ppl can be Thats probably more a pride thing!!!
QUOTE (TheDoucheBag @ Jun 16 2009, 03:41 AM)"Maybe I should get a girlfriend to help hide my duel life"Haha, I dont think your future girlfriend would appreciate that!!Yeah, bad idea. I have never had a girlfriend before, so I probably wouldn't do that well even if it were a real relationship.But I'm still paranoid. Sometimes I wonder how long I can keep this secret. It has to be forever as the consequences are just too grim. Oh my, how this lifestyle is risky. Oh well.Hey, I finally figured out how to do the quote thing.
yeah like i said he was a marine and was wondering why i wasnt attracted to him. yeah he had a hot bod and stuff but just because hes a marine and looks good, it just doesnt work that way. I am in a relationship with my dog at the moment, my family does have thier suspicions i atleast know i have places to go if i need to with my close friends who do know about me
Rasply Im still working on the quote thing!I know what you mean about how long you can keep the secret. I sometimes feel like tearing my hair out when my friends start talking about bedroom stuff in their previous relationships. If they only knew my desires?!!!Horndawgs110503 its really good that you have friends that know about you and your dog that you can turn to. Your very lucky. If you dont mind me asking, how did you tell them for the first time? And how do you think your family would react if they realised there suspicions were true?!!
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well i know they know and it was a horrible argument one day which is why i moved out but ill get to that. Usually when the topic of sex comes up i either bring it on as a fantasy or i would joke about it to see the persons reaction, the first person i told it all started out as a joke and he just figured it out on his own he was a good friend of mine, the next was my boyfriend at the time i brought it up as a fantasy and later just told him about what i was doing about a year later. he didnt react to well with that but later opened up to the idea. When i had no one else to talk to about it i have a best friend, the only girl that knows about me, shes just as kinked up as i am so i knew she would accept me though shes not into it and i just flat out just came out to her and she reacted just how i thought she would and she accepted me, she ask me if i wanted to move in with her up north im thinking about it. I have a cousin who knows little bastard looks at my computer but hes cool with it and calls it my secret, no [CENSOR] thing btw. And i have another ex whos kinda twisted and is very non judgemental just came out to himNow the deal with my parents, im VERY careless which isnt very good i was always forgetting to lock my computer and my brothers would get into it or i would let them borrow it and forgetting to clean out everything and they would find it. And of course i got the usual lecture about how wrong and immoral that was and blah blah.well i had moved out of town and things werent working out and i came back home. the restroom pipes were in my closet and there was work done on them and it emmited this fowl odor in my room. My parents were convinced it was my dog, but how stupid when they never let him allowed inside he had to stay outside. one day it was smelling pretty bad, btw this was last year, and i thought maybe i can finally take the blame off of my dog. so i called my dad. then he made it into this HUGE argument about how hes ot wrong that its me dog and bring my mom into it and it was just getting way out of hand. and it just completely threw me off when he says "I know your fucking that damn dog i know you are so do fucking lie to me i know your fucking that damn dog!" Of course i denied it and decided that it was best to just move, but i think if i were to admit it to them i would be with out my dog and getting counseling which doesnt do crap and im complelty mentally stable.to me, it depends who well i know the peersono if i truely know i can trust them with this secret of mine and so far i have had none turn me down because the see me as a regular person
QUOTE (Horndawgs110503 @ Jun 16 2009, 04:18 AM) "I know your fucking that damn dog i know you are so dont fucking lie to me i know your fucking that damn dog!" wow, I would have died!!Thanks for sharing though, I must admit I'm alittle jelous that someone can trust there friends enough to tell them this sort of thing. Again, its really good that you can talk to someone about it.Its a shame about your mum and dad though, from experience no matter whats causing arguements its better to have them in your life than not. Probably best that you denied it though.....with society today, most parents (if not all) would feel embarrassed if there child was doing this. Its sad that the world closes people's mind to being sheep. My parents are the same. They cant look beyond society. It makes me wonder why we as humans have an imagination in the first place when 99% of the population dont seem to want to use it!!
lol what im agreeing with you
QUOTE (Horndawgs110503 @ Jun 16 2009, 05:06 AM) lol what im agreeing with you I suck at smiley's!What the hell does it mean?!!
its like your giving someone the stin keye or making a face at some one, leering i guess you can call it
QUOTE (Horndawgs110503 @ Jun 16 2009, 05:31 AM) its like your giving someone the stin keye or making a face at some one, leering i guess you can call it Lol, and thats a good thing?!!!
yes im making a mean face to socitey who puts us down see errrrr
TheDoucheBag has changed his name to "smiLeyNoOb"
I wish i can change my name lol.
lol, I must admit, thats alot of numbers!!I love the screen name I normally use, Im just affraid to use it here!!(TheDoucheBag changed his name to ScaredShitLess110503!)
you dont even know the significance of those numbers lol
Do you mind telling us?
I just assumed 110503 members have used that name before you Should start a thred...guess the significance of Horndawgs numbers!
haha no me and my ex used to share this account and that was our anniversary
QUOTE (Horndawgs110503 @ Jun 16 2009, 06:08 AM) haha no me and my ex used to share this account and that was our anniversary Damn, I was going for lottery numbers Although you'd have been unlikely to win anything!
Wow, Horndawgz that really sucks with your parents =/ I had a bad enough time telling them that i was Bi and had a boyfriend haha. That wasn't much fun. Lord knows if I ever had to deal with coming out to them about being a zoophile. That'd be awful =/But oh i'm so jelous of your beautiful dog
HAHA well if coming out to them about that was bad maybe its best not to admit lol
Haha, yeah i dont plan to. But if they're ever going to come over to my place someday when i have dogs. That might be odd haha. My mother has a way of knowing things, it's super creepy. Once i can get a house i'm going to have probably at least 2 dogs. Most likely germanshep, husky, or lab of some kind.
yeah moms know all . My dogs is a wolf malamute hybrids and im getting a couple of german sheps soon
QUOTE (Horndawgs110503 @ Jun 16 2009, 07:36 AM) yeah moms know all . My dogs is a wolf malamute hybrids and im getting a couple of german sheps soon Absolutely my favorite breeds! Wonderful
ok, paranoia is good, considering that probably people would be freaked out by our choice of life.Someone has spoken about having a "girlfriend" to pretend being mr. Joe Average, I'd disagree if ms. Average was really that, but you could make a deal with a Lez or a fellow Zoo to fake it out, so that no one would get hurt on that kind of relation.On the other hand, if you joke too much about something you might also atract atention "oh, here comes mr Sheep!", he is just joking, right?My advice is to learn to put a poker face, smile and say something that neither confirms nor too exageratedly rejects their beliefs, (don't look like the guy from Scary Movie that said "I am not !", just to go and do something -ish next.funny way of comming out (don't try this at home)first, act in a gangsta style, "yo! bro! wuzup!" waysecond when they are used to it start saying "I'm gonna visit my bitch man, see ya"third, if they are cool with you calling your girlfriend a bitch, bring her homeif they don't die from the shock, you are on a good way.
If it was all in good humour then don't worry about it, yeah you blushed and felt as though you'd given the game away but maybe they though you were blushing at the idea rather than what you really felt, either way all you can do is laugh it off I do when my workmates call me a psychokiller and mention I have a little black book with those people I am going to kill in it, total nonsense I know but I tolerate the humour even if it does upset me. I could only kill if my life were in total peril and had no choice never at any other time, life is so precious. Don't let it get to you
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QUOTE (dr Kaninov @ Jun 18 2009, 09:53 PM) funny way of comming out (don't try this at home)first, act in a gangsta style, "yo! bro! wuzup!" waysecond when they are used to it start saying "I'm gonna visit my bitch man, see ya"third, if they are cool with you calling your girlfriend a bitch, bring her homeif they don't die from the shock, you are on a good way. HAHA good one but yeah with one of my friend i joked about it to much and he caught on but was ok with it you just never now but even so i wouldnt advise it lol
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